Thursday, March 31, 2011

我无能 :(

想说声 不好意思,对不起  朋友们
我只想静静  我在生气我自己 并不是在发脾气

成绩很烂很烂
但, 一切都是我自己惹出来的
没学书  怎么能拿好成绩?
我无话可说.
我知道我不是读书的料
也许我应该想想要不要换班
让别人读我这一班.

很多事情堆在一起想的时候,
我快要崩溃了!
是的  我不是会读书,脾气也不好,什么都不会,也没优点
我真的开始鄙视我自己
我应该活在这世上?
往往在人群里面
我都是最蠢的!
我开始讨厌我自己.
也许我本来就不应该存在.
但,
我没想过自杀
因为我没勇气
结束自己的生命
对不起
我真的无能!!!!!

我不该抢走别人的心
我会放弃的
对不起  我没资格.




我好渺小好渺小好渺小

Sunday, March 27, 2011

A sunday :)

Well , when i woke up. The first thing i did was switch on the computer online , blogging ! Haah. I cannot leave with the computer . Seriously. I cannot do that ! Omg. My homework haven finish , addmath and tuition de !  Haih , really lazy to do. But later i need time to finish it ! =)
Qin , I miss you eh ! We go lim teh with my darling them ! Haah. But my hp out of credit now. So , cannot msg them go out ! LOL ! My daddy haven help me reload. Maybe he is busy. =) * forgive * Am i a nice person ? Hee , Yea. i try. * crazy *
Next , i still miss you . Mr.J :) U know that i miss you? No , u dunno. Because u dunno who is Hui Jun. Do you hear this name before? Do you remember my face? Do you know we are the same school before? Do you know i know your lover is who? Do you know I am a bad girl? LOL ! I guess you dunno at all . Dunno at all ! Right? Can you answer my question? Haah ! Stupid ah me ! Sure you dunno ! :D Because we are stranger !
How a brave can make me find you , Mr. J? == I still cannot 跨出自己的那一步 :(
Im failed ! :) HAHAHAHA !

Bubye , reader :)
Have a nice Sunday ! Rock it ! =]

Saturday, March 26, 2011

23-03-2011 !

A meaningful day. Yea , it was. First , that day is my friend--- JIA RUI birthday. We collect the money buy a necklace to her. Hope her likes it. Haah ! Beside this , SPM result out on that day too. I saw you ! You did a experiment. Yea , abot the physic de. Yerr , i dunno at all la. I just knew I saw you ! Haah. U dye your hair already. It look nice ! And let you become a ' white person ' * jealous* because u are more white than me ! LOL. Okayyyyyyy. I will not forget this moment. Really ! I swear. :) 23/03/2011 ! Never never can eraser this day on my heart ! =)


也许是我傻
但 我不想放弃
幸福不一定要在一起才叫做幸福 :)


我欣赏你!=]

Friday, March 25, 2011

Hello hello !

Long time do not update my blog. So now i try to describe my school life. Well , today i played with Ying Ying , Wei Nei , Hui Sin ! Haah ! :D Maybe im super active girl. So they all scare me ! LOL ! Especially is Ying Ying ! A little cute girl ! :DD I like her. Well , the semester exam was past. I get my test paper from my teachers ! When i see it , my heart said : OH NO ! HUI JUN ! You are really stupid ! How can idiot like this ? It was a bad result. I failed 4 subjects. Yea. Are 4 subjects ! REALLY sucks ! So now , better study hard. :) I know i can  do ! Luckily, my english and mathematic  make me satisfy of it :D Thanks God. Anyways , i felt im not the class of student. But i will try. Congratulation , my classmate they get a good marks ! * envil * Haah ! :D

Friendship : Its fine !
Lover : Maybe . i guess !
Family : Im a felicity girl !



Im not a brave girl ! IS A TIMID GIRL !
Qin , i say i need you ! :D
Rong , happiness is alyaws beside you ! =]
Nei , without any lover u still can enjoy ur single life ! =)
Zai pig , U have a good one already ! :) * i jealous !
Wawa , If can , dun care too much ! Because the wound will larger and larger never stopppp. C:


Okayyy. I need to stop and take a shower now. Later i have a addmath tuition. Sieness. Need tuition ! But i cannot to complain of it . Because i really need ! Haah ! So , hope readers enjoy my blog ! No pictures to upload. No time to take a photo ! Haah. I really busy ! Okay? LOL. Actually im lazy lar.  * Ps : Nei i saw your blog ! I like your dress ! Damn pretty. And And ! That day you look like a lady ! :)


I want to shout and say I REALLY MISS YOU ! HJ :D


CHEER UP !  Stop write here. Bubye :D


                                      These were took by last year :)



THE END ! :D

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Can compare or not?

女朋友和朋友那个重要?
我讨厌那种感觉
我很想和你们做朋友
但,你们的气势很骄傲
是不是同一个学校出来的人
都是这样?


重色轻友
我见识到了


<纯属发泄>

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

A day

Today with Lavender , Wei Nei , Chow Rong , Wawa and boys hang out to parkson
Its is a little bit bored day
But hang out with friends are very fun and happy
                   
                               See some picture =)




Errr , speechless.
Anyway , its is a meaningful day :)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

我以为我很懂

曾经  我以为我很懂你
但,我没有认真地去了解你
我知道  我很失败
对不起 =(

我会用更多的时间去了解我们彼此 :DD
希望如此
Love ya WQJ !

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

逃避?

我在逃避
看到你,满满罪恶感
我害怕你
对不起
不要用你那熟悉的背影对着我
让我很不安
感觉我做了件大错事.
你把我remove我竟然心痛
原来,你还是我的朋友
知道不可能,但我还抱着一丝丝的希望
我祈求.



我最害怕别人的嫌弃,讨厌
我认识你以后,这种感觉越来越强烈
我感到很不安,到那个我和你们在一起补习的时候
你们很讨厌我吧?
还是我想太多?
我要怎么办? :S

Monday, March 7, 2011

我佩服你!

看到你,我心痛,朋友
我爱你!
你好勇敢  我不应该像小孩那样
因为, 我看到一个很会隐藏自己的人!
我的表达能力不好啦~~
讨厌 ><

Saturday, March 5, 2011

人红是非多 =D

今天,去佛堂开会  有点累得说
昨天凌晨3点多  才睡觉 OMG!
我都不懂那根神经腺接错了 =DD Haah!
说回来,开2个会议  是有厉害到  哈哈哈
开完会 就和可爱的Ashley去喝茶啦  :)
几闷  只有我们2个  下次Lavender Liong Mayo Ivanka Jun Yuan
我们去喝茶啦 =) 比较爽
我之前在我的Facebook有post 过status “平淡的生活,但充满快乐. 我 ♥ 你们 :D ”
是的,我没后悔认识你们
当我认识你们  让我慢慢的了解我自己
了解自己的缺点,我是一个很没信心的人
但,他们总是鼓励我
谢谢
回忆过去,我知道我们一直在学习着成长
人没有十全十美,但我们能做到自己最好  最美的一面! =)




好啦,说回我的主题
就最近都关注一个女孩
她,很美  超级可爱的 =) 
欣赏她噢 =) 哈哈哈
她在她的微博非常的红
我也是不知道怎样发现到她
就乱按吧  我想  哈哈哈! 
让你们看她的照片 欣赏欣赏下 =)




可能因为她的美  所以有些人对她的批评  不太好吧
这世界本来就是这样
有人喜欢,有人讨厌
所以 Do yourself , enjoy life!
看到她,很羡慕啊  哈哈哈 (花痴病又要发作了)
原谅我 =D
多希望能和她一样!


还有啊,我换电话了  没有Usb
所以很多照片都不能po上来
要等久一点  要去买先 =) 
买了  自然会来updateeee的! =D



我的妈咪在催我吃晚餐

所以, Bye Bye =D
有个愉快的心情  过一个愉快的一天